■3rd Person POV■

Y/N is waiting in front of the station. Sara's running to Y/N while waving her hand. She stops in front of Y/N and pants, Sara pulls Y/N for a hug.

Sara: my bunny ah~ I miss you

Y/N: I miss you too Sara... where are we going?

Sara: ah, right! Kiriya's friend owns a bar that always has live music every Saturday night. Let's go there for our girls day out~

With that, Sara and Y/N walk to the bar owned by Sara's Boyfriend's friend. They walk into the bar and find an empty stool on the counter.

A man who looks like the owner of the bar walks to them.

Natsu: hey Sara! It's been a while, where's my man Kiriya?

Sara: ah, I'm here with my bestfriend Natsu... Y/N this is Natsu, Kiriya's friend, Natsu this is Y/N, my bunny

Natsu: welcome to my humble bar~

Y/N: nice to meet you Natsu san

Natsu: I'll get your order, what do you want?

Y/N and Sara tell what they want and Natsu process to make them. Natsu serves their drinks and keeps them accompany, make sure that no man is trying to lay a hand on his friend's woman and friend.

Sara: so who's playing tonight?

Natsu: oh, they're new here, have only played here three times, but they're good. They tend to play in other bars too.

Y/N: who?

Sara: oh, the band...

Y/N nods and takes a sip of her drink. Just then a couple of men get on the stage. They're the band who's about to play in tonight's live.

Y/N's breath hitches when she meets eyes with Semi, and the same goes with him.

Sara: shit... Y/N I'm sorry I don- after all these years I can't believe the universe brought him to your face

Y/N: it's okay Sara... um... I'm sorry Sara I haven't told you about this.

Y/N tells Sara about Semi being her neighbor and colleagues. All this time she keeps it from her because she doesn't want Sara to worry.

Sara: you live next to "that" and work at the same place? And you're like "friends" again with him? Y/N that jerk is-

Y/N: S-Sara... it's in the past... and... Semi apologized to me for that....

Sara: after all those years? Gimme a break

Y/N: Sara... it's okay... besides... nothing happen between us okay... nothing...

Sara hears a tinge of sadness when Y/N says "nothing" while staring at her drink.

Sara: Y/N... don't tell me...

Semi: good evening to everyone, today we will accompany your night in this bar.

Both Y/N and Sara turn their gaze at the stage. Semi and his mates play a song. Y/N watches them play and sometimes, Semi would steal a glance at her and their eyes would be met before averting their gaze away.

This doesn't go unnoticed by Sara. Sara could definitely see the sadness in Y/N's eyes and annoyingly, in Semi's eyes too.

Sara: damn you both...

Sara gulps down her drinks. By the end of the night, Sara is totally drunk and starts blabbering.

Sara: I can't (hic) believe you didn't tell me about (hic) him...

Y/N: S-Sara I'm sorry... uh please stop drinking already.... you're about to pass

Natsu: I already called Kiriya...

Y/N: thank you Natsu san

Natsu smiles at Y/N and leaves to tend the other customers. Semi, on the other hand, watches as Y/N looks troubled calming her friend down from his table.

Bandmate1: why did you keep on looking at that girl Eita?

Bandmate2: it's been a while since I saw you stare at a girl like that haha, want me to ring the chick for y-

Semi slams his glass on the table.

Semi: she's not a chick... don't you dare to do anything...

His bandmates are all surprised by Semi's stern voice and decided to keep quiet.

Semi still stares at Y/N, he misses her actually. Though they always meet at work, Semi misses talking to her.

■Y/N's POV■

Sara is so drunk by now, thank god Natsu san called Kiriya. Kiriya came and we both help Sara to stand and walk out of the bar.

Kiriya: sorry L/N, this one said that she wanted to give you a blast... but being a blast instead... come on we'll drop you off.

Y/N: no Kiriya, I'm happy to meet her enough... you can go straight home, I'll go alone...

I give him a reassuring smile. Just then Sara leaps from Kiriya's arms and hugs me.

Sara: I'm not letting you get your heart hurt again... no!

I can't help but chuckle at Sara. She always worried about me.

Y/N: I'm fine Sara... don't wor-

Sara: don't you "don't worry about me" me bunny... (hic) I can tell... you are (hic) sad just now...

Sara tightened her arms around me.

Sara: what do you feel about him(hic) bunny?

Kiriya takes her away from me.

Kiriya: she's a total mess when she's like this... I'll get the beast back to her cage then... night L/N

Y/N: night Kiriya

I sigh and turn around and start walking to where the station is. Just after taking a few steps away from the bar, my arm was caught by a big familiar hand.

I look back to see Semi staring straight at me.

Y/N: S-Semi...

Semi: you're gonna walk alone? It's almost midnight, wait a minute I'll get my car here

Y/N: y-you don't have to Semi, I c-

Semi: I'm going home anyway... I'm not letting you walk alone this late... so wait!

With that Semi turns around and runs inside the bar to get his stuff. I could feel my heart is beating faster. It's been a while since we go home together.

Semi... stop making my heart like a coaster... please...

■Semi's POV■

We both sit in silence as I drive home. Even though there's nothing wrong between us, we literally stopped talking for a week. And that is my fault.

I could see how Y/N looks uncomfortable on the passenger seat. I parked my car and we both walk to our apartment. Then I decided to finally talk to her.

Semi: so how's Minami? Was that his boyfriend that picked her up?

Y/N: uh, yes it's Takano Kiriya... Sara is doing great hihi... she's still as lively and protective as before...

Good question Eita..

I could see as Y/N smiles while talking about her bestfriend. I miss seeing her smile like this, it gives me goosebump.

Y/N: it was good...

I look at her as she stands next to me in the elevator.

Semi: what?

Y/N: ah... I mean you... and your band... Semi's voice... it's been so long since I listen to you sing.. it's really good, Semi's voice is.

She smiles and that's enough to make my heart stop beating for a sec.

I like seeing her smile...

We walk out of the elevator, heading to our hallway.

Y/N: Hayama likes music too...

I could feel my heart stop beating at the mention of that man. I didn't realize that I walk slower by now. Y/N is ahead of me.

I hate it...

Y/N: maybe... before he goes back to (country) I could take him to watch yo-

My body moves on its own and I reach out and grab onto her arm. Y/N looks back at me, her face shows how startled she is.

I hate it...

The image of how that man looks at her, how he touches her, how she calls him by his name. I don't like it.

I pull Y/N close and wrap my arms around her body. Securing her smaller figure in my arms.

I hate it...

Semi: I hate it... when you're with another man, I hate it... when You call his name so casually I hate it...

Y/N: S-Semi?

I push her back a little and stares into her big round eyes. She stares at me with a confused expression.

I hate it...

Semi: I got jealous over that but I know I don't have the right to be... I... hate it...

I look at her eyes as they're widened. She looks troubled and I could feel how her body is trembling in my arms. Then I realized what I've just done.

I let go of her and take a step back

Semi: s-sorry... forget it...

I walk past her and head to my apartment, leaving her standing in the hallway.

I walk into my apartment and closing the door behind me. I walk to my room and sit on the desk, looking at the photo of me and her.

Semi: Eita... you Idiot...

I fell in love with her again...

But, knowing what kind of a mess I made in the past...

How I hurt her back then...

And realize how I don't deserve to love her after what I did...

I... hate it